HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADDEN!!!
Can’t believe our baby is 4 years old!
Just doesn’t seem possible.
Madden is such a sweetie! Yes, he
is crazy and a handful but on the opposite spectrum of that he really is such a
sweetheart. One of my favorite things
about him is he always calls me ‘honey’ and I love it. Although there was a time when he use to
tell most people in the family “I don’t like you” when he was mad, he is now
the opposite with multiple times a day saying “you are my best friend” to most
people in the family. I am happy to be
on the receiving end of that almost every day.
Just the other day his preschool teacher told me that he steals her
heart. He told her “teacher I use to cry
when I came to preschool but I don’t anymore b/c I love you teacher”. Isn’t that precious. He is so loving. Makes the difficult times a little easier to
handle J
I have to say I feel very sad and guilty about Madden’s
childhood, yes he is still a child but I am talking about when he was younger,
pretty much his first year or two. Our
house was pretty crazy with 4 boys born within 3 years and when Madden was born
Baker was only 13 months old and we were going through a lot with him. Lots of hospital visits and stays and stress
about figuring out what was wrong with him.
Having twins and a special needs child for siblings takes a lot of
attention away from him and I feel really bad about that. I can’t remember so many special moments in
his life and that breaks my heart. I
think it is my fault that Madden was a bit of a challenge when he was younger;
ok maybe still a bit now but I figure
most little kids are J I didn’t show him enough one on one, special
attention and I was probably short with him at times b/c I was very stressed. I am so sorry Madden. You are a precious, sweet boy and you mean so
much to me and your Daddy and your brothers.
Your older brothers treat you pretty much like you are the same age as
them. They are hard on you but they love
you. They are just making you into one
tough cookie J You are our best friend too and we love you
so much and can’t wait to watch you grow up.
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